I have nothing clever or eloquent to say. I feel totally overwhelmed by how complicated all my loved ones' relationships are with each other and how deep the feelings run. In presence, things are intense and confusing, fleshy, tense, clever, raw – in separation the layers relax into a painful tangle. Visions scatter, communication is layered through time, space, and multiple media, memories are nonexistent when I want them. I will never have the money to buy enough gassy plane/car tickets, nor the time to feel like I'm not always running when I visit, nor the emotional capacity to be able to spend enough time.
Does anyone know where Jophet is?
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Reading:
- Uncle Tungsten – Oliver Sacks
- Reading the Forested Landscape – Tom Wessels
- Scattered: How Attention Deficit Disorder Originates and What You Can Do About It – Gabor Mate
- Stan – Marream Krollos
- Radical Acceptance – Tara Brach
- On the Winding Stair – Joanna Howard
- Thoughts Without a Thinker – Mark Epstein
- The Birds – Tarjei Vesaas
2 comments:
hi jophet. i often don't understand what you write, but this i understand. also impressed that you seem to have posted this tomorrow.
communication layered through time, space... see what I mean, why I'm so confused?!
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