I have nothing clever or eloquent to say. I feel totally overwhelmed by how complicated all my loved ones' relationships are with each other and how deep the feelings run. In presence, things are intense and confusing, fleshy, tense, clever, raw – in separation the layers relax into a painful tangle. Visions scatter, communication is layered through time, space, and multiple media, memories are nonexistent when I want them. I will never have the money to buy enough gassy plane/car tickets, nor the time to feel like I'm not always running when I visit, nor the emotional capacity to be able to spend enough time.



Does anyone know where Jophet is?

1. Sass you are mysterious and strong
2. By mysterious I mean so very thoroughly known as to be loved completely
3. Do you know I didn't put that excellent Buddhist textlet there, Kid Nid did
4. Does anyone know where Jophet is
5. Don't you all feel we should be interrogating the FORM of this more than we are
6. What does six divided by 5 equal
7. By mystery I mean like when Flannery O'Connor uses that word
8. I'm less of a humanist than I ever was before
9. By strong I mean really super strong